My name is Brett.
I was Born: In Melbourne Australia
on April 3rd 1973.
I will update slowly but surely.
I run a few websites all mostly hobby sites for passing the time and keeping my mind thinking and processing my thoughts.
When I was 8 years old my Grandmother was sick still not sure what she died from, it was either diabetes or cancer as she had both and refused treatment, her choice. I remember being truly a brat of a kid chased around with the wooden spoon and one day I didn’t get to the door quick enough, I was caught, trapped but as the spoon hit my bum it broke, with both of us laughing, but at the same time being the sweetest kid on earth, being the first born grandson, I was spoilt rotten and got nearly everything I wanted, but what I remember the most is sitting there just after my 9th birthday next to her bed, reading my book from school to her, next thing I remember she was in hospital, dad had bought new car and we went to visit her in hospital and was telling her all about it, but could not remember the colour of the pin stripe on it which for some reason I regret not remembering, 3 days later she was gone. Still have deep connection with my grandmother and love her for she taught me.
That is when the numbness set in, I was only nine then, but looking back that is when life stopped for me, it was only the processes I was going through, the daydreamer state is still with me today and I am still working through this now, while writing this I have realized that this is deeper and more emotional than I had thought. (more on this later)
The first time I meditated was when I was 19 did not have a clue what I was doing, I could not sleep, I started control my breath as well as concentrating on my body, it was amazing, though I could not sleep, the next night I did the same but this time it scared the crap out of me, I felt all fuzzy like goo and then I fell to sleep, the vivid dream of being out of body got me thinking, was I out of my body? or was it just a dream.
I truly got into meditation after I had a tarot reading in, just a little experimentation with breathing.
Then about 2 years later I got a reading of a person named Sandy, who was recommended by my sisters friend, and a hathors came into the room during the reading, I felt a gentle hand on my shoulder, it was 2 weeks after this that I started to look for the Hathors online.
Which there really wasn’t that much around, found a few theory sites, then I found Tom Kenyon, sound healer, as well as his messages from the Hathors, The sound healing music altered my life, healing in a way that is unexplainable.
I went through a stage of meditating everyday, still do in some form, but not as often as I should. going to meditation groups and healing myself.
The day I had my first Paledian Full Sensory Perception Healing, this was only 4 weeks prior to starting this website, I got away from the worst negativity in my life, a full time job and became a happy person, still had lots of healing to do, at this stage I was hating my job, guess what I changed jobs exactly 2 weeks after this. ( now that job is getting to me ) The path is about to change again.
In January 2007 I moved to a town called Ballarat in Victoria Australia, due to a visualization, what most call a psychic experience and a extremely vivid dream.
Went through a tough time around the end of November 2007, car was stolen, crashed and the insurance company was the most imcompetant company I had ever come across, at the time they had advertisement’s that said they were the most efficient company, anyway 3 months and lots of exercise later, I got my car back, rego and insurance due and excess all in a space of 3 weeks.
February 2008, Quit Cigarettes, 2 weeks later had appendicitis got my self rushed to hospital, got two weeks off work, either though it was a struggle to move around the first week, but got better.
Went through the cigarettes anger depression, withdrawals which is when I got into changing thoughts and emotions to suit me and my situation, Once I got the hang of this I took 2 weeks off work to recharge, now I can start moving forward, other than on the 6/10/08 My little Tarsha (kitten) had a littler of kittens.
I think I can handle anything now, and am learning and growing everyday. Quit smoking February 2008
